OXY - 404

Carol wrote:Oxy, I was puzzled at first and saw what an amazing job you'd done in the thread and was impressed. I like it. The new thread title makes it unique. Keep it and have some fun with it.

Thank-you, Carol. I'm puzzled by all of my threads and posts, as if I'm involved in some sort of a strange war I seem to be losing. I suspect I'm entering forbidden zones in the Matrix, which results in physical, mental, and spiritual consequences. My research is intuitive and pseudo-intellectual. I continue to consider it religious and political science-fiction, mostly because I consider a lot of it unverifiable and theoretical. I often imagine myself as David Bowman interacting with HAL 9000 in the Black Knight Satellite in Geosynchronous Orbit Over the City of London (or something to that effect). A lot of the new thread is really repetition of old thread material with substantial additions and modification. If there are no problems with the name, I'll probably keep it. If it's a problem, I'll probably re-name it to its original name. Thank-you for your encouragement. I continue to attempt innovative neutrality but I seem to be more 'out on a limb' than Shirley MacLaine. I often feel as if I'm 'out on a broken limb'.

You've certainly done your research and I'm grateful/delighted how you share it with us.

Thank-you. The research is often fringe and alternative (although craziness seems to be increasingly mainstream). I'm increasingly thinking I should focus on Major Newspapers and Long Walks as Pluralism for the Rest of Us (or something to that effect). I fear humanity might be losing an escalating information war (complete with demon-possession and trans-humanism).

As for lots of $$$, fame and fortune - it's not what it's cracked up to be. One loses their privacy along with their anonymity. Two things I value far more than $$$. Remember how Princess Di could never go anywhere without being hounded by the press which cost her life in the end.

It just seems as if one must somehow 'join the club' and 'follow the script' to become really rich, famous, and powerful. Rebelling and/or Leaving the Club seems to involve dire-consequences (similar to leaving the Mafia). A PhD from MIT with a Silicon Valley Job seems to involve 'following the yellow brick road' and 'obeying the man behind the curtain'. I've been thinking about Di and Royalty in ways I dare not think or talk about. Jordan Maxwell spoke of an unknown someone who was supposedly 'richer than the Rothschilds' who lived underground in Los Angeles. I've encountered several rich and famous people, but I mostly don't want to talk about it. I'm embarrassed about what little I've included in my threads (mostly with fan-fiction). I seem to have crossed multiple lines and forbidden zones (which I deeply regret). I probably need to sanitize my threads. The name-change probably has a lot to do with that. Also, I don't know who I'm really dealing with (online or real-life). There seems to be physical, mental, and spiritual consequences nice-boys like me shouldn't be involved in (regarding opening forbidden doors and corridors leading to physical mental, and spiritual quicksand).

Being a happy self-imposed recluse is far more fun then dealing with the craziness in society these days. One is on vacation every day. So each day is self-directed and starts out as a mystery.

The isolation might be a two-edged sword, especially regarding extensive research. Just joining the Rat-Race might seem chaotic and disagreeable but it might keep one from becoming too 'Above It All'. Perhaps we all have our crosses to bear and prisons to live in (or something to that effect). Perhaps we are educated and disciplined in various aspects of the Matrix (regardless of whether we like it or not). I'm semi-retired and highly miserable. I wouldn't wish 'me' on anyone.

And just for the record, I rarely chat with anyone other than spouse, daughter, puppy and the cats.

I am highly isolated and I believe I'm highly targeted even though I'm just a slob like some of us.

One of these days you have to come here for a visit. This location is very similar to the Swiss Alps and beautiful. Although it is 19° out now and bitter cold. Inside in front of the fire is nice and cozy. Take care my friend and may you be blessed as the angels bring you gifts along with inner peace.

A visit would be nice. Thank-you.

Hugs,
Carol

orthodoxymoron wrote:

Thank-you, mudra. I played a joke by changing the name of the United States of the Solar System threads to 404 Page 13 ERROR, 404 Page 12 ERROR, 404 Page 11 ERROR, etc. That is all. The strange effect is quite amazing!! I actually transitioned the 404 name with 'The Fool Who Never Was' for a few days. Apparently that name worked OK. I guess I was a bit despondent with the responses (or lack thereof) of my threads for many years now. I stuck my neck out with increasing misery and incapacitation (physical, mental, and spiritual). It was much worse than thinking and doing absolutely nothing. I feel as if it is a near-death experience. So, I played with the name. What is happening to me is quite catastrophic. I wouldn't wish it on anyone. I mostly wish to walk away from nearly everyone and everything. Thinking and posting outside of the box just doesn't pay. It's not worth it. Those with fame, fortune, and power just get more fame, fortune, and power. I'm rambling as I'm quitting. I'm changing the name to 'oXy Files' (1 to 13). The Missing Link.

mudra wrote:Oooh I did not realize Oxy. You can be quite a Joker indeed at times. I still don’t understand why I am getting the 404 error popping on my screen when I am trying to view that 404 thread. I wish you to be able to be appreciative of little joys  coming your way everyday and gradually come out of the psychological nightmare you are faring through. When all seems chaotic a retreat in silence and the embrace of nature nature will truly care for you. 🧡