Pris words: "And, some of us feel needy and vulnerable. Bad stuff happens when power-trippers take advantage of others in their needy,
vulnerable state -- instead of protecting and helping them (to learn to help and empower themselves)".
Yes, "XXXX" and (in another arrangement of letters) "this" is what happens on this planet, in full daylight with the help of social media
and collective awareness, Pris. Forgive me, I tend to present a very broad picture. I've found that neediness and vulnerability, by
painful experiences. It was present already for a long time, but it was touched upon by it. I also found out that such an experience
is brought on by me, myself and I: tripled as shown in the painting in my B.B.B.S.A.L.W.O.Art thread.
I now know that it was my being, that decided it was time to stop beating around the burning bush and come to the point, to clear
my past, so that I could go forward without that burden. I was chased by it as if the devil was on my tail and I made waves
This is my home-brew witch-woman view: as soon as we begin to acknowledge that we bring unto ourselves the vulnerabilities and
feelings of weakness, that moment is a breaking free from the illusion that something is done to us deliberately. In the company of
those feelings and please don't get me wrong, I'm not condoning violence and destruction here. As I've come to see it, when one
feels abandoned in most painful ways and feels oneself alone in body, senses and soul, the core issue underneath is an abandonment
of oneself, by having denied one's own existence at some point in maybe long ago times and lives, very different from our present one.
Isn't that what's often called "karma"? Like attracts like, as within so without....
Duality thinking ruling me, labeling everything as pleasurable or annoying, is using the outside world as a scapegoat for my own creation
of separateness and pain. My freedom is present in the willingness to see and feel this within, when the time is right. No other can choose
that moment, nor if that moment will come. I'm the one who's present as the experiencer and the observer. The last role is taken up
when the choice for my own creator-ship is accepted, as a possibility first..... a gradual and slow dawning of that ability, for reasons of
the emotional load in that "department" of the soul, being a large burden present for a long time.
We are the ones who chose to come here, without a manual for life, so that we had to start at the bottom, knowing every nut and bolt in
that machinery, called our life's stories and creations. To me there's a huge tearing through the cardboard wall of the box happening now.
Number 13 in the ballroom book: a meeting in a dance with oneself. To me, there's no red or blue pill. That's a movie-story, a world made up,
triggering thoughts in viewers, for better or for worse. Creation as a potentiality resides in an emptiness, a void and with the fire of spirit,
your intention and choice, set on fire by enthusiasm, brings that energy in motion. For life or the denial of it.
It's a shop with a large variety of magical things to taste and try out. What we bring HOME is the harvest of what we sow.
See what I mean?
vulnerable state -- instead of protecting and helping them (to learn to help and empower themselves)".
Yes, "XXXX" and (in another arrangement of letters) "this" is what happens on this planet, in full daylight with the help of social media
and collective awareness, Pris. Forgive me, I tend to present a very broad picture. I've found that neediness and vulnerability, by
painful experiences. It was present already for a long time, but it was touched upon by it. I also found out that such an experience
is brought on by me, myself and I: tripled as shown in the painting in my B.B.B.S.A.L.W.O.Art thread.
I now know that it was my being, that decided it was time to stop beating around the burning bush and come to the point, to clear
my past, so that I could go forward without that burden. I was chased by it as if the devil was on my tail and I made waves
This is my home-brew witch-woman view: as soon as we begin to acknowledge that we bring unto ourselves the vulnerabilities and
feelings of weakness, that moment is a breaking free from the illusion that something is done to us deliberately. In the company of
those feelings and please don't get me wrong, I'm not condoning violence and destruction here. As I've come to see it, when one
feels abandoned in most painful ways and feels oneself alone in body, senses and soul, the core issue underneath is an abandonment
of oneself, by having denied one's own existence at some point in maybe long ago times and lives, very different from our present one.
Isn't that what's often called "karma"? Like attracts like, as within so without....
Duality thinking ruling me, labeling everything as pleasurable or annoying, is using the outside world as a scapegoat for my own creation
of separateness and pain. My freedom is present in the willingness to see and feel this within, when the time is right. No other can choose
that moment, nor if that moment will come. I'm the one who's present as the experiencer and the observer. The last role is taken up
when the choice for my own creator-ship is accepted, as a possibility first..... a gradual and slow dawning of that ability, for reasons of
the emotional load in that "department" of the soul, being a large burden present for a long time.
We are the ones who chose to come here, without a manual for life, so that we had to start at the bottom, knowing every nut and bolt in
that machinery, called our life's stories and creations. To me there's a huge tearing through the cardboard wall of the box happening now.
Number 13 in the ballroom book: a meeting in a dance with oneself. To me, there's no red or blue pill. That's a movie-story, a world made up,
triggering thoughts in viewers, for better or for worse. Creation as a potentiality resides in an emptiness, a void and with the fire of spirit,
your intention and choice, set on fire by enthusiasm, brings that energy in motion. For life or the denial of it.
It's a shop with a large variety of magical things to taste and try out. What we bring HOME is the harvest of what we sow.
See what I mean?
ortho? Maybe you should go after those pretty legs, Neanderthaler 
returning to you.
